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Tuesday, May 24, 2011

'A Song for Him'

Have you ever feel of being empty? Or something is missing in your life? Cry all night? Or all you want to do is scream just to lessen whatever pain you feel inside? This feeling of being alone.. Ugh, I don't have any idea why I feel this way..memories keeps flashing back..I don't know why I cant forgive you..why I cant forget whatever you did to us..I don't know why I cant force my self to just let go of every bad memory..for every lie you told us..why I'm like this? Why am I crying over and over because of the same reason..why?
























I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you


Papa sorry..for being so hard on you..
I love you but I cant help this feeling..this anger I feel inside..
Gusto kong isumbat saimo gabus na pagkukulang mo Pa..!
for not being a responsible father to us..

but I cant...

and I wont...

because I'm still your fragile little angel..
longing for your love..for your guidance.. ='(





















MARK 11:25,26
"Whenever you stand praying, forgive, if you have anything against anyone, so that your Father who is in heaven will also forgive you your transgressions.

"But if you do not forgive, neither will your Father who is in heaven forgive your transgressions."

EPHESIANS 4:31,32
"Let all bitterness and wrath and anger and clamor and slander be put away from you, along with all malice."

"Be kind to one another, tender-hearted, forgiving each other, just as God in Christ also has forgiven you."

1 comments:

Anonymous said...

We may not sometimes fil d love of our father. But the truth is they love as very much.. We maybe cant fil dis because we are expecting mor from dem. Our father is not perfect, dey also has der shortcomings.. Always remember, our father will always our fader no matter wat.. Be thankful u have a fader like him.

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