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TRY NYO NGA...

This is strange…can you figure it out?

Are you the 2% or 98% of the population?

Follow the instructions! NO PEEKING AHEAD!

· Do the following exercise, guaranteed to raise an eyebrow.
· There’s no trick or surprise.
· Just follow these instructions, and answer the questions one at a time and as quickly as you can!
· Again, as quickly as you can but don’t advance until you’ve done each of them … really.
· Now, scroll down (but not too fast, you might miss something.)

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Are you thinking of a Kangaroo in Denmark eating an Orange?

I told you this was FREAKY!! If not, you’re among the 2% of the population whose minds are different enough to think of something else. 98% of people will answer with kangaroos in Denmark when given this exercise.

A vintage design kitchen with state-of-the-art appliances! ^_^


How about you? Share us your kitchen..as we shared ours at  Girls Talk

Bulastog (sounds bastos..errr) is very popular to street food lovers in Bikol.Its just a hard boiled egg coated with colored orange flour and flavorings..In Katagalogan it is known as kwek-kwek..According to my friends (yes, according to them..lol.. because im not fond of eating one specially boiled egg and sunny-side-up.. I find it mabaho..maarte na kung maarte..haha' ) bulastog is best eaten with suka, chopped onion and garlic, and a little bit of spicy and dont forget to eat without your  best buddies around..happy weird eating!

After reading an article about a father who died unexpectedly and how his 
children realized his importance, now that his gone, now that its already too 
late.. it hits me.Yes, really indeed.


While reading the article, many memories flashed back in my mind.Mostly., it 
was during my childhood days..I remember when Papa taught me how to play 
chess, he even plays with me patiently and taught me the "3 moves technique" 
I was six years old then..Another is when he let me come with him in buying 
"paninda" for our little sari-sari store.We left our house at around 4 in 
the morning..You see, very masipag di ba? ^_^..Let me also share you 
the times when my Papa taught us how to swim.We were in Labo, Cam Norte 
and I remember that theres an irrigation 100 meters away from 
my Mamay's house.. (my Lola..thats what we used to call her)..And really 
fathers trained their children in a hard way..lol.. he throw us one by one 
into the water..and of course..human instinct..you'll try hard not to be 
drowned..yes..thats how we learn..at least.. And there's one more..
my mama used to share this story, when I was still a baby.
I cant sleep if Im not in my Papa's chest..(sweet isn't)


But I dont remember anymore when was the last time I texted him..When was the 
last time I asked how he is doing..When was the last time I talked to 
him..Today I learned to set aside my anger and the pain I feel inside of 
me..for so many years..I let this feeling ate me..I let this anger ruin 
me..Yes, parents also do mistakes but what the heck..children do have their 
own mistakes too!


Today, I forgive you..Today I forgive my self too..I've been away for too long..
At last I found this courage..This courage of letting him know that I still care..


"Papa kumusta na po? Miss ko na kamo ni Mama.. =/ "





Im sorry Papa..Mama..for all the headaches I caused and thank you for everything! I love you po..so much..


Let your parents know their worth before its too late..I just did.. ^_^

Once you have decided to be mine 
then you only have one choice. 


BE MINE AND ONLY MINE!


--- No flirtatious act nor conversation


--- No dates without my permission specially without my consent 
    (even if the involve is your BFF)


--- No secrets..(if its possible to know everything I need to know about you then so be it..
    learning them from others is a big bullshit you know..)


Thats my rule when it comes to love, you can say I'm selfish but I dont give a damn care! 
I dont need other person to test the relationship..Its a big No No for me.. 


However, following my rule can lead you to cloud 9 (i guess) ..


I will love you in any way that I can..


I will study my cookbook to learn different dishes just for you..


I will recall my baking course just to give you any sweets during our lunaversaries and anniversaries.. 


I will watch youtube whole night on proper way of massage for you to be relaxed after a stressful day at work..


Will throw you little kisses each time you talk about your bossy-boss or even just your nosy colleagues..


Will proudly hold your hand in front of the world..


Will stand by your side when others are not..


Will tell you I love you everyday with a kiss on the lips..




I'm not asking for the same thing..just stick with my rule then we're good..kuha mo?!

As much as I want to stay and as much as I want to prolong my friendship with you, I cant..as much as I want to continue working as one of your designer..but I just cant..huhuhuhu' Ive been crying even before the day I formally filed my resignation..crazy isn't it? but true..it really hurts inside..I'm gonna miss you for sure..if only being with you is a better choice..I'd gladly stay..but for some reason..I cant.. ='( though we have differences and sad memories..still we have shared crazy yet wonderful things..and the fact still remains..I learned to love these 'nakama'.

See how crazy we are? even Sir Nakashima do really one of us..hehe (see lower right side)

So I hope and I pray for each and everyones success..i love you guys and Im going to miss you all..really..mwuah!

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you

Papa sorry..for being so hard on you..
I love you but I cant help this feeling..this anger I feel inside..
Gusto kong isumbat saimo gabus na pagkukulang mo Pa..!
for not being a responsible father to us..

but I cant...

and I wont...

because I'm still your fragile little angel..
longing for your love..for your guidance.. ='(





















MARK 11:25,26
"Whenever you stand praying, forgive, if you have anything against anyone, so that your Father who is in heaven will also forgive you your transgressions.

"But if you do not forgive, neither will your Father who is in heaven forgive your transgressions."

EPHESIANS 4:31,32
"Let all bitterness and wrath and anger and clamor and slander be put away from you, along with all malice."

"Be kind to one another, tender-hearted, forgiving each other, just as God in Christ also has forgiven you."

Hi, since Im a newbie here hope you will be kind enough to appreciate whatever I have shared..^_^.

So here's my favorite summer outfit..a skirt, a mini skirt to be particular..though I dont really have the right to wear one..I dont give a damn..haha..for I am more comfortable on wearing them than shorty shorts..and a loose shirt..a simple get up..and oh I nearly forgot my tribu sandals and my anklet..hehe..

but Im dying to wear this too (wishful)..




I got this last February in preparation for our suppose to be gala at Puerto Galera but for some KJ and immature girlfriend of someone named (insert your name here) one who also planned the activity.. dang..it was cancelled! Thanks to her..(bitter) ..so there you go..done with my post! Looking forward to be part of GT again..

I'm not the type of gal who hungs out with my
girlfriends all night. Im not even fond of
making many friends specially of my same
sex. But dont get me wrong, Im not lesbian
or something nor Im not malandi either. Im
just more comfortable with guys companion.
Surely, Im gonna blame my course (mechanical
engg) since its all started there hehe..but
I dont have any regrets..I really enjoyed
boys company..no arte..just go with the
flow..unending kalokohan..green jokes..and
so much moreeee...

So let me introduce to you
my nakayoshi (its a japanese word for
bestfriend)..We really hung out well..mostly
knows how our brain works even not saying it
out loud..I really dont know what exactly
happened to us but for me our bond is really
special..he is my officemate, my jogging
buddy, even my driver..haha..(sorry
nakayoshi since Im not good at driving
yet..so better teach me more often..)

Maybe I'm just lucky to have him as my bestfriend,
we can talk anything under the sun..love
talks (since we are both committed to long
distance relationship), work issues, health
concerns, religions, family affairs and we
even talk nonsense but oddly still enjoying
the chitchat! :-)..Some already
misunderstood how we treat each other but
who cares about the low profile opinions,
right? They just experiencing idle time so
let them..harhar.. Anyway, to my nakayoshi
thank you for the asaran..for the
kulitan..for the pikunan..No, seriously,

thank you bestfriend, idol, nakayoshi..for
sharing your life with me and
vise versa of course..for the trust..for
listening to my unending silly jokes and
stories..for the treats..for always giving
me a hand..for the undying support..and oh
for entrusting me your Mitsubishi
adventure..I really enjoyed the ride though
Im a bit nervous while driving..haha..I hope
the friendship will last even outside f.tech
life..but if not, well I'm grateful enough to
be part of your boring life!! ahahaha...here's
a big hug for you...ammmmmmmmmm.. (I hope
Chir and Aran wont mind) winkz!